The thing is I walk around seeing this world in a completely different form then what it actually sits in, some sense inside of me chooses to see things not as they actually appear.
The thing is it seems that God himself has instilled in me this NEED to…. well create, I have somehow been encrypted to acquire inspiration in the littlest idea.
The thing is I look at something, someone, some form that I relish,.. and my mind begins to wonder, It begins to play with this thing, it begins to rearrange its form, planning something new.
The thing is my mind, my soul, my very being, has this necessity to create, to exhibit life through a captivating visual, to create emotion in a tangible form.
The thing is without creation I am not…….. me. My head has created this whole other world that no one has ever seen, constantly allowing me to see things beyond its natural state.
The problem is my minds creations run into the boundaries of reality, and it does not ever seem to take that well, it has the constant need to surpass the made up limitations of conventionality.
But you see the real thing is…….
My mind doesn’t give a care about what reality has because it’s creating something bigger, something astounding.
I have this gut feeling that something really great is happening in me and I am pretty stoked to see it come to pass. My mind has been flying with ideas and a never ending list of thoughts. I think the good Lord is working on something breath taking and I don’t know what it is or when it will get to me but I can say I am EXCITED.